Stayed in

I stay home  tonight   everyone   was calling me to hang out I didn't pick up  my cell at all I know  rude  of  me  ....   I didn't feel up to going  to club  being   mostly I just didn't feel like getting dress put on  the make-up it's like   1am now  I would  be  still at  the  club dancing   we  don't get home  until 4am  I'm bored  with the same routines of friday nights thinhs need  to change I love my friends  but I'm bored .

 If U Seek Amy  is in my head

I like her some her music I like the dance songs of hers I saw Britney Spears new video If U Seek Amy
I love how this video and song causes so much debate there is more nasty song then this like Lil Wanye Lollipop which I like though



that's what they say who knows it's just a song I like  this line alot   in   this song knows  what the true meaning of the song  apparently confusing song for people very odd

 

So tell me if you've seen her (let me know what she was wearing and what she was like)
Cause I've been waiting here forever (let me know where she was going out her  mind)
Oh baby baby
If You Seek Amy tonight

 

 

 

 

 

My Last Friday Night

Me and my  boyfriend  fine happy and mushy in love we keep looking at each other and smiling like fools going  on 2 years . So last friday night was odd lucky he not the jealous type 3 guys who I dated were around me in  the  club  2 that will I always love deep down, me and  my  guy talk about people you will always have loved for even though they broke your heart.

I loved  #1  for 7  years   and  we  got  together   3 years ago   it  was   I got  my  crush   my  love    then Bam!!  he  gets issues over  something    and pushes  me away   that  hurt  so much they way  he dumped  me  at his job I walked away  in tears not looking back  I   forgave  him took a long time is  it wrong  that  I smile  a little inside  when told  me he  regrets letting  me  go.

#2  whe  had  this  werid bond  so odd  I could hear  him in my head  and answer   him  out  loud  it  was   crazy   but  ended  before   it began  he  was  gone   for   1 whole year   he got freaked out  who knows  why??   this  one  still gets  to  me   he is just  so beautiful out  of some  fairytail we made peace   last year   I wouldn't  forgive  him  I wasn't ready  to  back then  he  really  mess my mind up it hurt  so much  that  wouldn't just talk  to  me instead  of hiding.

3# I love  him as  a friend he  didn't  break  my  heart  but   he  breaking  alot  of  hearts  he  it  was I  call a serial dater who will commit  for   4 months take trips  and  photos of   the love  they  have then he will   dump  you  I feel so bad  for  these woman I only  had  one  date  with  him  that  was   enough for me   because   well  he  was  on the  rebound  plus hehe as   cute  as he  is dumb  to talk  to and bad in bed  he  a   good  friend honestly  I think  he  might be   gay  because  when he  drinks  he  more  in  to  men I feel bad  him  but  last  girl dated  I don't get why they  broke  up  she  was open  with   since  he is  flirt she  let  him  be free  then  he texts  me  they broke up  day  after V-day it's getting  old  the last 2  women  were very  crazy 

It was  so nuts having  them  in  the same room around   me Had  the  "WHAT IF"  thought   things happen for a reason just a thought.

 

Hard to Sleep

Beyond Lust

Okay  this  was just little girl liking another girl crush now I find myself thinking of this woman I don't think I will act on this ...yeah to much of coward and she married  and I'm taken and in love with boyfriend deeply   but part of me wants her for what? I called her to hangout but she hasn't called back ...sigh maybe for the best not to hang out with dirty thoughts I have  we are friends.

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